I want to do amazing things, when I don’t have time. Planning. Tomorrow. Later. Future-tense. I will get this cleaned up, weed-whack the yard, wake up early and run. I’ll finish making the brochures, design a booklet, work on a project, search for caterers.
Starting next week, I’m off carbs! Going to sit down and write up a schedule for home-gym workouts. It’s going to be life-changing. It will be amazing.
Someday, I’ll call the library and see about reading to little kids. That would be fun. I’ll raise money to fight cancer.
But right now, I’m at work and I don’t have time. Worse, I won’t feel like doing anything when I do have time. I’ll buffer with alcohol, entertainment, food.. anything to while away the hours so I can go to sleep too late, dehydrated.
Still dreaming about what I will do, tomorrow.